Dear Jamie,
I am Jyoti from India.
Mid-November of 2012 I emailed you about a problem I was facing.
I was in a very low life condition.
Hated myself. Cried for months.
I felt completely rejected.
I was in a very low life condition.
Hated myself. Cried for months.
I felt completely rejected.
You guided me to chant for my buddha nature to emerge.
I now shine from within.
I am chanting regularly, I got a job with good salary,
I am enjoying my work and learning lots of things,
and getting more opportunities to enhance my personality.
I am also participating in Gakkai activities.
My leader appreciates me always and calls me a star member. I am also WD leader of my block.
I am suddenly inclined towards charity. I visit the orphanage and give something every month to the children.
I want to dedicate my new life towards kosen rufu.
I had a fear pf public speaking.
Last month I became Master of ceremony in one zadankai. (Buddhist meeting).
And yesterday I performed as MC in a professional technical event.
Opportunities are coming my way.
And my fear is vanishing.
I used to get affected by anybody.
I Used to mind things a lot.
Small criticism or harsh language could make me cry.
I never had the courage to reply back, and kept things in my mind for days, in some cases for years.
But now when somebody gets harsh on me I actually laugh inside and think why is that person talking in this way?
I resolve the matter very calmly.
At least I put forward what I have to say with courage and never think about it again.
This is happening very naturally, as if something inside has completely transformed within me.
I am in love with myself and feel life is beautiful.
Last month I became Master of ceremony in one zadankai. (Buddhist meeting).
And yesterday I performed as MC in a professional technical event.
Opportunities are coming my way.
And my fear is vanishing.
I used to get affected by anybody.
I Used to mind things a lot.
Small criticism or harsh language could make me cry.
I never had the courage to reply back, and kept things in my mind for days, in some cases for years.
But now when somebody gets harsh on me I actually laugh inside and think why is that person talking in this way?
I resolve the matter very calmly.
At least I put forward what I have to say with courage and never think about it again.
This is happening very naturally, as if something inside has completely transformed within me.
I am in love with myself and feel life is beautiful.