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Too many decisions to make, too much to do...and you just feel stuck, and barely even remember how to chant? Well, I can relate! I know some of you feel this way because you write me and ask "Where do I start? How can I accomplish X?"
So this morning, as I was talking to my life in the wonderful ceremony we do every morning...our "trueing ceremony" of gongyo, our recitation of the Lotus Sutra, I battled again with too much in my mind...and then a total blank...not really knowing where to start...and I just kept chanting.
Even though I was thinking "this isn't very organized thought" (which is self-slander!) I kept chanting, and I felt this ease come over me. I changed focus from trying to solve ALL my problems at once, and figure EVERYTHING out TODAY, and I just started chanting to be present, to make good decisions, to have wisdom in every moment today, and to take it one step at a time...
So, after this morning's gongyo, I feel refreshed. Calm. Taking it a step at a time.
And for all of you who write me and say "I don't know how to get started chanting again." or "I'm finding it almost impossible to chant." I can tell you to just keep going. Don't slander yourself or get down on yourself. Sit in front of the Gohonzon, your precious life, and say "I am breaking through. I will complete the time I promised myself I would chant. I will just keep going." And, as Daisaku Ikeda says: Don't Give Up!
Today really I was thinking the same so got the answer thanks for all your posts' and encouragements
ReplyDeleteWow, thank you for this post. I was having the same experience this morning, just feeling overwhelmed with the challenges in my life. I, too, had a moment, where I just began to pray for a 'breakthrough' with all my problems and just to be grateful for all that is positive in my life. Once the focus was on the certainty of a breakthrough, I just felt calm as well.
ReplyDeleteThankyou for the last three days....beautiful. Jamie.
ReplyDeleteI am more satisfied completing Gongyo and then my daimoku. You've inspired me to redo it like this. I find that I am focussing much more this way